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I'm stupid, ya know that?   
12:46am 15/12/2004
 
mood: annoyed
I've gotta work tomorrow morning too, and I'm still awake, with the familliar charcoal eyes.

Joy. Working till 6 pm. frokkin great. when I was planning on going to writers group at 3. Plagh.

Damn well better be a light day, or I'm gonna frikkin snap. Dunno why I'm feeling this annoyed about it, I'm the one who agreed to try daytimes out. Suffice it to say; I'm never gonna ask for all week day shifts ever again.

Probably getting irritated simply through overanalysis of situations accompanied by my normal sleep cycle being horribly altered by work.

Gundam Side Story's fairly fun, but difficult.

Stop spending money, damn you... I just ordered Tokyo Extreme Racer 2. total $28. damn me and my spending. my bank account's never gonna top $500 at this rate...

At least I've had some fairly standard emotional states recently. And gauranteed hugs from Haley inna bad thing either. Heh silly old lady thinking her and I were a college couple. heh.

sleep, damn you.
 
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Wavyness.   
12:39am 14/12/2004
 
mood: tired
Is definetly the only word I can think of to really describe the way my head's feeling at the moment. Lack of sleep and the fact that I had a morning shift at work (the only one I've ever had) has screwed with my head something severe. It seems to be telling me that staying up past 1 am at the moment would not be the smartest thing.

But of course I'm going to. At least for a short while. Tomorrow (well, today)is Tuesday, right? Right... One full day to get at least something thrown together for the meet at the library...Andre's coming home this Thursday, yay! Haven't seen him in literally months. We're gonna grind him into the ground in SC, CvS2, and GGI. And then he'll whack me in Halo 2, because I always have sucked at console shooters.

Well, tomorrow, 10 AM, off to the coffeehouse to be the dish bitch for the morning crew again. I gaurantee I'm gonna be braindead by the end of the week.

Semi-off note: Hopefully I can get N&A back in contact with eachother tomorrow or wed, circumstances just haven't been right, hmm?
 
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Burning.   
03:07am 13/12/2004
 
mood: blank
The only thing I seem to feel at this time of night is the charcoal briquette like smouldering of my eyes in their much to oft-used sockets. Seems fairly fitting, though, with the amount of horribly searing and sensitive information I've taken in tonight and locked away in this much much too deep vault of mine... Ah well. That's not for here. All data marked as such is the property of myself and the issuer (and whoever the issuer deems necessary), so hah.

eeenyway...

On the superfical and fun side: guilty Gear Isuka is definetly what could be considered the ultimate 2d "party" fighter. it's similar to Super Smash brothers in it's 4 player ness and it's ewasy ability to be grabbed and played like it, but it is sooooooo much more in depth with so many more things, since it's GUILTY GEAR, duh. Guilty Gear: The best 2d fighter in existence.

On to more pressing matters. I do have employment, And yes, I had employment as of the previous entries (Back in August) And yes, it's at the same place. Common Grounds Coffeehouse. Decent job, though currently I'm being assigned as utility during the day almost all of this week, and I gaurantee that it will melt my brain through inactivity and repitition.

I hope you don't mind, but I'm going to be using this place as a nearly completely feedbackless area for my random writings. Once I write them.

Heavenly Potemkin Buster.
 
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Bowling   
12:34am 21/08/2004
 
mood: cheerful
Had my suckiest game ever tonight. a 43. Woo! Gutterball every other frame. Annoying. Ah well, at least it was relatively fun. Especially Dan's physics-defying turn.

Best thing, though, was that earlier today, someone just handed me a game gear with AC adapter and manuals for free. How cool is that? Just out of the blue. Damn cool If ya ask me. Now I have one more piece fo the Sega gaming goodness pie, and damn if it isn't tasty.
 
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Ah must say...   
01:39am 13/08/2004
 
mood: creative
Zatoichi is one damn cool swordsman.

And personal reminder: don't turn off the A/C down there, it gets way too damn hot.

Eeeenyway. Worked from 2 to 7 tonight. very odd hours, and not all that long, but it didn't bother me, mostly because I was wearing old clothes and didn't want to smell that bad for that long. (Damn the washing machine for breaking and just getting replaced after I got to work.)

Ya know what I want? A really huge Indian feast. Would do us all good. And also taste quite good, too.

I wish I had a pen.
 
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Hmm.   
01:20pm 12/08/2004
 
mood: lethargic
Why the hell do I not use this anymore anyway? It seems as though it would be a good idea to, since I need to get these atrophying writing skills back up to speed for whatever I might need to write so I can generate billions of dollars actually finish a story I randomly start.


Anyway, hopefully I've finally cleared out the pile of tar-covered radioactive shit that is Ad-oriented malware, so I'm going to randomly make a sammich, play a game then to work. Might even try a tourney in OMF 2097. Thanks for reminding me of that, Laura.


Poof. Must get home early tonight, darnzit. Two Zatoichi films on IFC tonight.
 
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Apparently...   
01:41am 12/08/2004
 
mood: cynical
I'm so horribly cool, I just haven't been able to afford the spare cool points to update this any time this year.

Anyway, my eyes are burning like charcoal briquettes because of lack of sleep this week, and I'm spending almost all of my current coherent thinking power on clearing out my registry and other places of the horribly wonderful VIRUSES that marketing departments decided would be a WONDERFUL way to deliver their "product placements".

I fucking hate Marketing in general.


Blah. Time to kill some software. Lock and load that delete key....
 
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Mexican food is yummy in the head.   
11:32pm 12/10/2003
 
mood: hungry
Well. Back after a week. Must do this every day from now on. gotta get some kind of structure in this life of mine. Moved Steve's room downstairs to what used to be the office, and vice versa. For TWO DAYS. The thing makes me sore and tired.

Anyway. On to better things.

The lawnmower's finally out of the way, fixed and cutting. Waldenbooks has not called me back regarding the job, even though I've called them multiple times over the past two weeks. Getting very annoying. Not only will I have to begin searching for jobs again, I also wasted 3 weeks on hoping I'd get the job there, and they don't respond "yes" or "no".

Today was just odd. Woke up at 9 AM after staying up till 4, and was told to keep the dogs in my sister's room. Got about 5 minutes sleep over the two hours I was there, and the person I was keeping them in there had not come. Dad gave me some chinese ribs and rice, but since it's a breakfast time, it really isn't the best thing to eat. I left it. And after I left the room, 5 minutes later, the person I was supposed to hold the dogs back from came over. Annoying. Rest of the day I mostly did odd jobs and wrote and read at the comp. Had good mexican food at dinner, and not much else happened. I'm just sitting here witha sore back, hungry again. I wonder if any of the Mexican's still there....
 
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Ow.   
02:15pm 23/09/2003
 
mood: awake
Zarf. Why the heck do i take so long inbetween using this thing? It's like my mind decides to forget half of the internet exists every once in a while.

Well, uh, i jumped off the roof yesterday and screwed up my left hand, so now I can't make it go backwards without some pretty bad pain, but I guess it'll be fine in a day or so.

Job: Hoping and praying that this damn Waldenbooks job pulls through, I really really need the cash, and it seems like a decent place to work, and guess what? It's right next to Altered States, my favoritestests place to go in de mall.

I need to find out where the heck "APE" is. (Automatic Power Equipment) so that I can get the derned Lawnmower fixed... I wonder If I can drive safely with my hand like this? Eh. ::Shrug:: guess I'll find out.
 
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Arrgfdgb.   
06:33pm 04/08/2003
 
mood: annoyed
Car insurance gone. yay me. No job yet, haven't been able to get a defensive driving course scheduled (Closest one is on the 11th or so) and Inspection's tomorrow. Blarrrgfgh. I hate capitalism. I hate it I hate it I hate it. *Insert random yelling and stuff here*

In other news: Nothing has changed. I'm still this dead-ended idiot looking for work.
 
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Cleaning the garage is less difficult than it might seem.   
11:30pm 31/07/2003
 
mood: tired
Mowed the lawn and cleaned the garage from 10 AM to 4 PM. Then wen't to LAN at Jim's with Dave and Steve. Had fun, got food, came home, felt dead tired. Oif.

Though the tiredness has started to wear off, and I've recompiled my geek code.

-----BEGIN GEEK CODE BLOCK-----
Version 3.12
GAT d- s++:- a19 C+++ UL+ P+ L+ E-- W+++ N o+ K- w---(++++) !O M- V-- PS+++
PE-- Y+ PGP t++(+) 5+ X+ R+++ tv+ b++++ DI++++(+) D+++ G++ e h! r%(-) y--
------END GEEK CODE BLOCK------

Innit perty?

Urf, must do more site work. Also, must get food. Sleeping might be a fairly good idea as well.
 
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Teh Evaningk Update.   
03:31am 31/07/2003
 
mood: content
Relatively good day today. Was slightly productive, since Joe, Janice, and I went around doing a bit of job hunting/followups. I may be hired at M&T bank soon. Finally. Then I'll be able to do something else with my life besides trying not to spend money and looking for a job.

Other than just the job stuff, went to Jim's palce for a while, saw David for the first time in a while (We really need to do more stuff together), and had a generally good time.
 
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Everyone else is doin' it...   
05:05am 30/07/2003
 
mood: hungry
Saw this on many people's LJ's, thought it was fairly comprehensive, and gave my hands a chance to get into consistent typing for a bit, in anticipation of adding way too much stuff to the site soon.


Uh, Here.


TIME STARTED: 4:25 AM.

A LITTLE ABOUT YOU: A aimless, wandering, odd, caring, nerd with no job.

FULL NAME: Erik Anton Don Bosco Tegtmeyer

BIRTHDAY: March 29, 1984

AGE: 19

BORN: Hamilton, New York

WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF: Many things, not many of them easy to describe without a few pages or direct conversation.

DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS OR GLASSES? Glasses. Since I was 12.

YOUR PERFECT MAN/WOMAN: Freindly, caring, understanding, likes de anime and de scifi, can cope with me being a hopelessly
addicted gamer, intelligent and uh, other stuff.

EMBARRASING MOMENT: Either that time I answered a Social Studies question with "Earwax." or.. Hmm... Lemmie get back to you
on that...

FUTURE KIDS' NAMES:

YOUR BEST MATE: Urb...

SIBLINGS: Four year younger sister named Kirsten.

DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR FAMILY? Yup.

EVER HATED A PERSON IN YOUR FAMILY? Sort of, not really though.


[[+FAVOURITES....+]]

THING: Comp, books, odd collections of things.

ICE CREAM? Anything other than massive piles of chocolate. Anything by Stewarts is quite good.

VEGETABLE: I like food, darnit. Good food. No food is excempt. Meaning, I only have favorite types of cuisine, not specific
ingredients.

FAST FOOD: I have no idea.

BEVERAGE: Root Beer.

MOVIE: "Dr. Strangelove" Or: "How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb." and a few anime. "Jin-Roh", for one.

TALK SHOW: Efgh.

BANDS: Changes every once in a while. Seat Belts, System of a Down, Rob Zombie, And a huge pile of indie artists who almost
noone knows about. (Logan Whithurst, I'm mentioning you here. And vanilla, too. The snowman needs a mention.)

PLACE TO VISIT: The world. The solar system. The Galaxy. The universe. TRAVEL, DAMMIT.

JEWELLERY: Ring, left hand, ring finger. large, silver, onyx stone with a silver caligraphy "E" in the center. Pocketwatch
also, sometimes.

SPORTS: Not really. I sorta like baseball. as a spectator.

PERFUME/COLOGNE: no.

CAREER: Comp Sci related stuff, literature, history.

SHAMPOO: Uh, last I used... Henna.

SOAP: Uh... water makes me clean.

DAY/NIGHT: Night.

SUMMER/WINTER: Winter.

LACE/SATIN: I have a blanket I've had since I was very young. It is horribly frayed and worn now, but the satin still
comforts.

WHO KNOWS ALL OF YOUR SECRETS: That little thing in my brain. I think it's called the imagination. Or possibly I'm just
crazy.

WHO DO YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF UR LIFE WITH: I'd appreciate it if you wrote out "your" for such a question. And I have
no idea at the moment. Have not met someone like that yet. Or I simply haven't realized it yet. Though I doubt the latter.


[[+ HAVE YOU EVER....+]]

LOVED SOMBODY SO MUCH IT MADE YOU CRY? Yes.

SKINNY DIPPED?: Close.

PLAYED STRIP POKER?: Nope.

PLAYED TRUTH OR DARE? Yeah. only lightly, and only for a short while. Then we did other things.

FLASHED SOMEONE? Nope.

MOONED SOMEONE: Nope.

KISSED SOMEONE YOU DIDN'T KNOW? Nope.

BEEN IN A PHYSICAL FIGHT? Yes.

BEEN IN A POLICE CAR?: Nope.

BEEN ON A PLANE? Yes.

COME CLOSE TO DYING? Yeap.

BEEN IN A SAUNA? Yes.

IN A HOT TUB: Yes.

IN THE OCEAN? Yes.

CRIED: Lots of times.

CUT YOUR HAIR: A few times. Mostly just to trim, though.

WORN A SKIRT: I may have. When I was younger. I think.

BEEN MEAN: A few times. Rarely, though. And only to really freaking idiotic and mean people.

MET SOMEONE NEW: More people know me than I know, so I guess you could say so. Every once in a while.

TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: of course. Thaz how my first (and currently only) Boyfriend/Girlfriend relationship
started.

MISSED SOMEONE: Oh, yes.

HUGGED SOMEONE: About 8 hours ago. Mom.

WISHED UPON A STAR: Yes...

LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: Oh yeah.

WATCHED A SUNRISE/SUNSET: Yes.

SPENT QUALITY TIME ALONE: Quite a lot.

READ A BOOK FOR FUN: Most definetly.

HOW ARE YOU TODAY? Tired, sore, bored, and completely aimless. Save for the fact that I need income to pay off car insurance
debt. I hate economics.

ARE YOU TALKING TO SOMEONE ONLINE? Yes. Although they may be asleep.


[+ WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT...+]]

ABORTION? Ugh. Why are people fighting for the right to kill people?

CLASSICAL? Architecture: Very nice. Can learn lots about the society from it. Music: Enjoy it quite a lot. Perform it, too.

SOAP OPERAS? Blargfh.

AIRPLANES: yay! I actually had an urge to go fly in one about a day ago. I want a plane, darnit.

AMUSEMENT PARKS? Peh.


[[+ WHAT IS............+]]

YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM? Hmmm... Not sure. Possibly dis blankie I mentioned. I tend to have absurd luck anyway.

YOUR BEDROOM LIKE: Due to reorginization and cleaning a while ago, my ceiling full of posters is gone. Right now, bare walls,
save for the candleholder on the right wall. 1 dresser, only half used for clothes. 3 bookcases. Full. One bed, no sheets.
Cat sleeping on it. Endtable, piled a foot high in software, books, and a little antique globe/tray thingy. About 6
computers, only one of wich was built within a year. Although they all work. If I had em plugged in. Floor: depending on
position, covered in clothes, boxes, and other stuff; or empty. Closet: 2 shirts and a pair of pants. Also, an empty hangar.
And another computer. And 3 crates of legos. Ooo... haven't seen my pirate legos in a while... I wanna make something
tomorrow. Thank you, survey, you rekindled my love for legos.

YOUR SECRET CRUSH? Not really.. I think...hmm...

YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION? Hrb... I have a few little old things that could be in this category. Not sure at the moment, though.

ARE YOU A......+]]

GOOD STUDENT? Hell no. Unless you count actually knowing the stuff, acing the tests without trying, being a state-championship level Academic Decathalite, but having the final grades of a braindead celery under a steamroller being a good student.

GOOD ACTOR/ACTRESS? I think so.

GOOD DANCER? I have no idea.

GOOD STORYTELLER? Best stuff is off the cuff. Quite detailed, too. Just not completely sure how to end most of em.

STITCHES? A few. 4 on my forehead, most recently.

HAD A NOSE BLEED? Lots. Mostly in mah schoolin' years.

CANCER? No.

SURGERY? Yup.

SOMEONE BESIDES YOUR FAMILY SAY THEY LOVE YOU? Yeah, but only once. I think. And it was a bit ago. Wait... Jeanice... last
week. (Blarf, can't think completely. It's almost 5 AM.)

SOMEONE PUNCH YOU? Yes. Deflected.


[[+DO YOU......+]]

WET THE BED? Um, yes, when I was about 12 was the last time. And that was a freaking surpirse. Horrid feeling waking up in
that.

COLLECT ANYTHING? Old computers, (most of wich still work. Wanna see my cabinet server from 1982?) Books, Computer games,
DVD's

LIKE TO SING?: Of course. I need to get back into practice, though. My high range is suffering a bit.

LIKE TO SHOP? I pop by the mall once a week or so, though I shouldn't buy much, since I have no steady income.

LIKE TO PARTY? Eh. Depends on what kind of parties you mean. Some of the New Years and Birthday parties I or my friends have
held have lasted 4 days or more, and have been the funnest things in existance. They can also melt your brain.

GET IN TROUBLE A LOT? Depends on what you mean by "trouble". I used to commit way to many lies regarding completion of
schoolwork for my integrity to withstand. It became almost second nature to simply lie about completion fo almost anything,
simply to get out of it. I hate that part of me.

[[+WOULD YOU......+]]

EAT A LIVE HAMSTER FOR A MILLION DOLLARS? No. Too cute. and I would want him as a pet. Though my cat would probably eat him.

GO TO A HANSON CONCERT IF YOU HAD A FREE TICKET: Possibly. If there was other things planned for that night as well. If it
was just that I had tickets and noone else to go with or no other supplimentary plans, then definetly not.

ANYTHING PIERCED? Nope.

KILL SOMEONE YOU DIDN'T KNOW FOR 15 BILLION DOLLARS? No.

OFFERED YOU A SMALL PART IN A MOVIE WOULD YOU ACCEPT? Sure.

TIME FINISHED: 5:00 AM. Really. On the dot.
 
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My pile of blobbish goo will defeat all.   
03:41am 30/07/2003
 
mood: creative
BottleCap

is a Giant Blob that can Change Shape, is in League with Dark Forces, has an Extra Head, and spits Jets of Water.

Strength: 10 Agility: 1 Intelligence: 8



To see if your Giant Battle Monster can
defeat BottleCap, enter your name and choose an attack:

fights BottleCap using


Do you dare challenge me? In anything other than speed, that is.

Darn goo. Has no legs.
 
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RANDOM STUFF FOR THE NEW POSTING.   
01:37am 11/05/2003
  I fianlly remeber I have this thing, sooooo, what better way to do something with it than to post some silly little quiz results?

You're Hexadecimal!
You're Hexadecimal!


Which ReBoot Character Are You?
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Yay.
 
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Vell, Vell, Vell.   
02:51pm 24/01/2003
 
mood: hot
I finally have that thing we call employment. Workin' at a place called Deifendorf Gear. 80 year old gear manufacturing company. Fairly easy work. Filing, payroll, organization, inventory. And wow, I haven't updated this ting in ages.

I want more money so I can actually have a computer, dangit.
 
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12:41am 23/10/2002
 
mood: crazy
Electronic Replicant Intended for Killing

Brains.
 
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Dammit, I'm actually feeling GOOD!   
11:58pm 10/10/2002
 
mood: determined
I've read Lara's little essay on life and such, and it just happened to come at a perfect time in my life. College wads going nowehere, I was simply sitting around floating through life, Wondering what I could do... AND I FINALLY WANT TO GO EXPLORE!


I'm going to Waterloo this weekend, and DAMN THE TORPEDOES AND FULL SPEED AHEAD and all that rot.


LIVE, DAMN YOU!
 
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PURPLE PUSSY IS GOOD.   
07:52pm 08/10/2002
 
mood: cold

Which Purple Pussy character are you?

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I enjoy food as well. First time I've eaten a full meal in a bit. Urg. Dang temperature. Why am I unused to this already? Evil summer.
 
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HEadache in more ways than one.   
05:19pm 07/10/2002
 
mood: complacent
Yes, I do have a headache, but it's so minor it dosen't really register. Life's been going a bit... Off... This past week. Annoying. Missing classes, falling behind, hardly eating, (although I still manage to stay on top of CITA 140.) Emminently bored. And a bit worried about where this may be going. I say only a bit, for I seem to be lacking just about all emotion on the subject. On bright side: The Project is finally gaming together! yay.

By the way:


Which Magical Order Are You In?

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I was expecting technologist, but ok.
 
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